Taking a break from things.

[Pritchard [Epic][Girly Boy]]

I'm putting in for a few days off work tomorrow. Thursday and friday I don't want anyone to call me or try to contact me. I need to go see some one to get some shit sorted out in my life. I've got some issues that I need to address and after a discussion with a loved one tonight, it's become very clear to me that there's nothing that I can handle my self anymore.

Every things got me stressed right now. Work, Family, Relationships, My Physical Health, Car problems, Money Problems, and my friends.

I'm not able to focus on what's import to me anymore. In the last month I've hurt My parents, My Self, and A person that I'm deeply in love with. That's not what I or anyone else needs in their life. I certainly don't want to be a burden to anyone, and it's becoming clearer and clearer that it's all I've proven to be.

I'm just going to quit. I'm going to quit trying to help people, quit trying to give my time, give my resources, and give my help to the people who aren't close to me.

The past two weeks have been nothing but stress for me. My nerves are so fucked up that I'm getting sick, and I'm not eating right, if at all most days.

This just isn't something that I can keep doing anymore.

I'm done smoking, I'm done drinking, I'm done drinking soda, and I'm done eating junk food.

I'm going to start riding again every day. Even if it's only to work and back, or around town. I'm going to start riding again.

I'm going to start caring about the way I look, and the way I present my self to others.

It's just time for a new start, and in the end it's going to be better for everyone.

Sorry that I have to post this here, but at this point, I'm in no shape to be talking to anyone that doesn't have a degree.

[danielazarc]

Well, I hope this isn't permanent, I like seeing you around here. I know how it feels to be caught between all that. I hope you find what you're looking for, and best of luck in all you pursue.

[Admin]

Brian, I definitely hope this isn't permanent. Life shits on us all, so I hope that you can gain some stability and then come back. You're been a good addition to the community.